I was feeling overwhelmed and anxious and decided it was time to meditate. I'm organizing another spot in my roon with Robin stuff and became overly emotional. So I lit some Opium incense and a spice candle, repressed thoughts of wanting to fix a drink, and begin my routine.

I crossed my legs, began head and neck rolls and cried for about 20 minutes. All of a sudden I was consumed with these words-- "You will have all the strength you need". I answered back, "No more-- no less", as if to extend the message I'd received and, of course, received no further enlightenment. Aloud I said, "I will have all the strength I need." Nice. I am at peace now. I really need to nurture this feeling, wrap my heart around it. I recited my favorite quote-- ( which some of you may be tired of seeing me type over the years...haha )

When you come to the edge of all the life you know, Faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: Someone will be there to catch you or you will be taught to fly.

...and I will have all the strength I need.