Thursday, September 22, 2005

I was feeling overwhelmed and anxious and decided it was time to meditate. I'm organizing another spot in my roon with Robin stuff and became overly emotional. So I lit some Opium incense and a spice candle, repressed thoughts of wanting to fix a drink, and begin my routine.

I crossed my legs, began head and neck rolls and cried for about 20 minutes. All of a sudden I was consumed with these words-- "You will have all the strength you need". I answered back, "No more-- no less", as if to extend the message I'd received and, of course, received no further enlightenment. Aloud I said, "I will have all the strength I need." Nice. I am at peace now. I really need to nurture this feeling, wrap my heart around it. I recited my favorite quote-- ( which some of you may be tired of seeing me type over the years...haha )

When you come to the edge of all the life you know, Faith is knowing that one of two things will happen: Someone will be there to catch you or you will be taught to fly.

...and I will have all the strength I need.


Anonymous said...

That is one of my favorite songs and the lyrics look pretty good to me.........
Love you sweet friend!
Hugs and best wishes

Anonymous said...

I hope you will have the courage to see through the days ahead with your courage and strength needed.........
We all have some pretty tough roads in life to journey on!
Trust me on that one!
Love you